BFL breakdown
2002-06-18
I just read the sentence: "Yep, I ate a whole pizza all by myself," from Jessica's diary, and I thought, yah, that sounds good for lunch. So yes, I'm off the Body-for-Life deal. I pretend that it was some of the recent travelling we did, two weeks of almost constant travel and family what-not, with intermittent entertaining of family travelling to us. Trin's sister will live with us for another week (she's been with us a week so far because she just got a job in Denver) before moving into her new apartment. Immediately afterwards, my brother-in-law and I will go to Six Flags one day and Water World the next (joint birthday celebration -- he turns 16 on the 27th and I turn 32 on the 30th, so we're practically twins), then we'll drive him back to Wyoming and stay the weekend. So that makes it tough. But really, what stopped me cold was raw, unadulterated frustration from a combination of money troubles and me walking out of the bathroom saying, "I'm down ten pounds! I'm finally less than 200 again! It's been years!" and Trin responding, "Great, I weigh more than you." I've never felt so shot down. But I didn't say anything. I'm going on the program again on July 8th. Hold me to that -- I'm deadly earnest, here. I may put a javascript countdown on my site, just to pressure myself.
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